It seems that some things are inevitably painful.
It seems that some things are inevitably painful.
I never stop feeling strange,
‘cause you never know if you really change
You can never tell if you’re center stage
As thin as glass, never meant to think
And you never feel good or bad
Only strange, unprepared
‘Cause I never see you coming or you leaving
And I will always never know
I will always
And I will always never know
And I will always
And you never feel good or bad,
Only strange and unprepared
‘Cause I never see you coming or you leaving
I will always never know
I will always
And i will always never know
I will always
In other lives
In a bulletproof suit with some friends of mine
I wrote the plotline
Only I knew who survived
And through the night
In a really fast car on an uphill climb
Blew past a danger sign
And fell through darkness, sublime
But awoke just in time
They’re gonna come to light tonight
They’re gonna come to light tonight
They’re gonna come to light tonight
But not for the last time
In younger days
I do my schoolwork while the neighbors play
But stare into space
With no feeling to convey
With no look on my face
In younger days
I’m stealing bases while my mother prays
And dreading to wake
Longing for one more play
They’re gonna come to light tonight
They’re gonna come to light tonight
They’re gonna come to light tonight
But not for the last time
I don’t know what everyone was looking at
I don’t care what everyone was laughing at
I don’t know what everyone was staring at
I think, I think that it’s me
I don’t know what everyone was looking at
I don’t care what everyone was laughing at
I don’t know what everyone was staring at
I think, I think that it’s me
Didn’t I tell you that I could hear you running out?
Didn’t I find you when I knew you were hiding out?
Didn’t I see you when you thought you’d never stand out?
Didn’t I find you? Didn’t I find you?
I don’t know what everyone was looking at
I don’t care what everyone was laughing at
I don’t know what everyone was staring at (they’re gonna come to light tonight)
I think, I think that it’s me
Didn’t I see you when you thought you’d never stand out? (I think, I think that it’s me)
Didn’t I find you? (They’re gonna come to light tonight)
I think, I think that it’s me
I don’t know what everyone was looking at
I don’t care what everyone was laughing at
I don’t know what everyone was staring at
I think, I think that it’s me
Didn’t I see you when you thought you’d never stand out?
Didn’t I find you? (They’re gonna come to light tonight)
I think, I think that it’s me
This kind of street music is what i love.
The thing about climbing ladders, is once you’ve taken so long to climb, one peg can break and you will fall to the very bottom. My fear, realized.
I’m flying, and somethings reaching out
Vibrations, can you hear them now
Please help us, were running out of time
My brothers, we are deathly out of line
I feel you, on a far off distant land
We fucked up, lets give ourselves a hand
Its over. From the heavens look down
Our footsteps, gods coming around
Gotta make like a cat theifs caught in the line
Its gotta sound like a gunshot over and over
Ive gotta voice so lost off back in my head
It takes the heart rate up then down even more
Ive got my friends face down like a kid in the dark
Theyve got the same fear built up more even more
Ive let my eyes bright up like a predator shark
To let my mind close down every hour by hour
Finally I get this feeling were all alone in one big world
Just to realize that all these shapes and colors are so it doesnt hurt so badly
So life doesnt hurt, doesnt hurt so badly, so life doesnt hurt, doesnt hurt so badly
Please dont look at life, look at me so sadly. Life shouldnt hurt, doesnt hurt so badly
Do you feel light shine in the darkest of nights, or does the Pain stack up from the skin to the core
Do you find every time that you cover your eyes to keep the tears held up, dripping down even more
Let the words come down, every line in sight and put the young flames up and make you cower and cower
If the sun breaks in instead of sparkin the sight, I promise you Ill be here to let the light in
Finally I get this feeling were all alone in one big world
Just to realize that all these shapes and colors are so it doesnt hurt so badly
So life doesnt hurt, doesnt hurt so badly, so life doesnt hurt, doesnt hurt so badly
Please dont look at life, look at me so sadly. Life shouldnt hurt, doesnt hurt so badly
Im flyingand somethings reaching out
Vibrations, can you hear them now
Please help us, from the heavens look down
Our footsteps, gods coming around
So life doesnt hurt, doesnt hurt so badly, so life doesnt Hurt, doesnt hurt so badly
Please dont look at life, look at me so sadly. Life shouldnt hurt, doesnt hurt so badly
Gotta make like a cat theifs caught in the line
Its gotta sound like a gunshot over and over
Ive gotta voice so lost off back in my head
It takes the heart rate up then down even more
Ive got my friends face down like a kid in the dark
They’ve got the same fear built up more even more
Ive let my eyes bright up like a predator shark
To let my mind close down every hour by hour
Do you feel light shine in the darkest of nights, or does the Pain stack up from the skin to the core
Do you find everytime that you cover your eyes to keep the tears held up, dripping down even more
Let the words come down, every line in sight and put the young flames up and make you cower and cower
If the sun breaks in instead of sparkin the sight, I promise you Ill be here to let the light in
A wish for all (Wish for all)
To blossom and to change
Misfit girl (Misfit girl)
something somethinggggg somethingg
Iachoku, Iachoku
Im not as sweet as I’ve lead you
Iachoku, Iachoku
With spiders besider
I heard you speak
Of ancient cherry blossoms
I ask you to take me there
A wish for all
I ask you to take me there
And I wish for all
Iachoku, Iachoku
Im not as sweet as I’ve lead you
Iachoku, Iachoku
With spiders beside her
Spiders besider
Tradition meets with ocean lines
(Something)
The secrets dead something
(something)
With spiders besider
Iachoku, Iachoku
Im not as sweet as I’ve lead you
Iachoku, Iachoku
With spiders besider
Iachoku, Iachoku, Iachoku
With spiders besider
It is only after we have lost everything that we are free to do anything.
I find religion ro be shallow. I find The church to be shallow. I find Christians to be shallow. I find people who “aren’t Christians but have a relationship with Jesus Christ” to be shallow. I find atheist to be shallow. If all of this is shallow, then where is true spirituality? I think the God that everyone believes in, is much deeper and simple and complex than we can comprehend. We try to sustain him in neat tidy lines, saying “this is what God wants” “God only speaks through your bible reading”… Let me tell you, God speaks to us, a fraction of which is through the bible. God is everything and everywhere and we can not categorize him or chain him to even the smallest generalizations such as “god likes it when” or “god wants” because the only one who can say what god wants, is god.
I flip coins to make my decisions.
“How do you pick up the threads of an old life?
How do you go on, when in your heart you begin to understand,
There is no going back.”
